Monday, April 02, 2007
da xiao ren, later when i free, i will do one to ensure that the Bl**dy B*tch will f*ck off... or kena something real badddddddddddddddd......................... then i will shuang ....
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
4:02 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
1:48 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007
It may seem weird, the bliss of watching a juvenile show and yet at the same time being so absorbed in the show. The show is peppered with lame actors/tresses who cant act for nuts, their expressions can be so hilarious that i cant help but laff aloud at their seriousness to really act.
However, the show trigger the primordial emotions that are hidden deep within the soul of concussed troll.
I felt joy when the lead male touched the face of the lead female, sad when she was confused and happy when the lead does so much for the female. It's a feeling of innocent passion, where the ultimate pleasure is a demure kiss on the lips, a touch is pure bliss, a devoted action to be the supreme act of love. Somehow, I have lost all these in a sense, how can i find my innocent self back?
I want to have the times when my hands will tingle, my heart will pump, my eyes will go all so starry at the simple action of a guy brushing my place and looking into my eyes.
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
7:10 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
10:00 AM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
meetings can be info dissemination, that I dont mind
meetings can be pure crap? that I mind
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
1:28 PM
Monday, January 15, 2007
For my friend, she knows who she is....
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
9:58 AM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
The line between fantasy and real life
This morn, i decided to start work later as i know that i dun have the chance to slack like this once school reopens. so i woke up to breakie n my fav CSI before tuning into animax.
There are several things that made me real happy when viewin animaz, firts i know that witch hunter Robin is coming soon, second blackjack is also showing, Thk god i didnt buy the set in taiwan, can save some cash for my inpending wedding.
However, there are also things that made me quite disturbed. First, there is this anime that actualli documents the relationship between a female teacher and her student. Being a teacher, this actualli made me worried as this is a idea that I do not want my male or female students to have. haiz.. *shake heads*
The one that really sets me thinking is Paradise Kiss, it spoke about a female student known as purple who is "forced" to leave home because she cannot make the grades from her mothers point of view. She then moved on to modeling and lost her body to another model. In essence, i feel that she more or less made it because she is pretty, n she has helpful friends who lent their helping hands. One of her friends is rich and her family runs a fashion industry. Thus she is able to give Purple the starting step to success.
My reflections were:
1) how many ppl made it this way?
2) what are the prerequisites for a lifestyle like that, you have to be pretty, with the right height, with the right friends who are not only rich enough to give u a kick start in the fashion industry, a friend who is rich enough to lend u a place to stay in when ur mom "kick" u out cos u have no heart in studying n only heart for going out n having fun.
3) how many ppl got burnt this way? illusions of a better life out thr with minimum work?
I realise that all of this is crap, Purple does not take hart in dressing herself or maintaining her figure n relied on her friends to succeed.
Howmany of us have friends like that? how many of us can do w/o working?
All of these say one thing, fantasy is still fantasy. The real hard work is out thr. in real life, Purple will be a delinquent, who dropped out, n will drift from job to job. dreaming of a better life out thr!
Get a life kids, work hard! dun be like Purple, everything also rely on friends and only friends. Live for yourself, support urself!
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
10:53 AM
da xiao ren, later when i free, i will do one to ensure that the Bl**dy B*tch will f*ck off... or kena something real badddddddddddddddd......................... then i will shuang ....
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
4:02 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Juz one comment for todae
己所不欲 勿施于人
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
1:48 PM
Monday, March 05, 2007
Feelings triggered by a juvenile show
It may seem weird, the bliss of watching a juvenile show and yet at the same time being so absorbed in the show. The show is peppered with lame actors/tresses who cant act for nuts, their expressions can be so hilarious that i cant help but laff aloud at their seriousness to really act.
However, the show trigger the primordial emotions that are hidden deep within the soul of concussed troll.
I felt joy when the lead male touched the face of the lead female, sad when she was confused and happy when the lead does so much for the female. It's a feeling of innocent passion, where the ultimate pleasure is a demure kiss on the lips, a touch is pure bliss, a devoted action to be the supreme act of love. Somehow, I have lost all these in a sense, how can i find my innocent self back?
I want to have the times when my hands will tingle, my heart will pump, my eyes will go all so starry at the simple action of a guy brushing my place and looking into my eyes.
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
7:10 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
MoNdAy - STock taking day =.=
Usually i try to take stock of what i do for the week on mon, this is how i feel.
Usually i try to take stock of what i do for the week on mon, this is how i feel.
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
10:00 AM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
meetings can be info dissemination, that I dont mind
meetings can be pure crap? that I mind
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
1:28 PM
Monday, January 15, 2007
Special Dedication
For my friend, she knows who she is....
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
9:58 AM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
The line between fantasy and real life
This morn, i decided to start work later as i know that i dun have the chance to slack like this once school reopens. so i woke up to breakie n my fav CSI before tuning into animax.
There are several things that made me real happy when viewin animaz, firts i know that witch hunter Robin is coming soon, second blackjack is also showing, Thk god i didnt buy the set in taiwan, can save some cash for my inpending wedding.
However, there are also things that made me quite disturbed. First, there is this anime that actualli documents the relationship between a female teacher and her student. Being a teacher, this actualli made me worried as this is a idea that I do not want my male or female students to have. haiz.. *shake heads*
The one that really sets me thinking is Paradise Kiss, it spoke about a female student known as purple who is "forced" to leave home because she cannot make the grades from her mothers point of view. She then moved on to modeling and lost her body to another model. In essence, i feel that she more or less made it because she is pretty, n she has helpful friends who lent their helping hands. One of her friends is rich and her family runs a fashion industry. Thus she is able to give Purple the starting step to success.
My reflections were:
1) how many ppl made it this way?
2) what are the prerequisites for a lifestyle like that, you have to be pretty, with the right height, with the right friends who are not only rich enough to give u a kick start in the fashion industry, a friend who is rich enough to lend u a place to stay in when ur mom "kick" u out cos u have no heart in studying n only heart for going out n having fun.
3) how many ppl got burnt this way? illusions of a better life out thr with minimum work?
I realise that all of this is crap, Purple does not take hart in dressing herself or maintaining her figure n relied on her friends to succeed.
Howmany of us have friends like that? how many of us can do w/o working?
All of these say one thing, fantasy is still fantasy. The real hard work is out thr. in real life, Purple will be a delinquent, who dropped out, n will drift from job to job. dreaming of a better life out thr!
Get a life kids, work hard! dun be like Purple, everything also rely on friends and only friends. Live for yourself, support urself!
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
10:53 AM