Wednesday, November 16, 2005

zThe day before was the day that we teachers had to reveal the results to our students. There were 4 teacher supports in the class i went to for support. I had the first hand experience of looking at the students' breaking down. A part of my heart broke down together with them. Yet at the same time I had to be strong and advise them. To do my students credit, there are indeed students whp managed to do very well (bless them!, people like Kai, Rauzan, Sunesh and Bessie) did so well then I yearn to hug them. In the midst of so many depressed fellows, they have had no mood to study. They were so elated but yet in their celebrations, there is a ache in their hearts as they consoled their fellows who have to be retained. How can I dun love students like them. They are my pride and my joy in life.

At the same time, students are breaking down. They never thought that they will be retained. When I was consoling and advising them, flashes of my friends own failures kept flooding my mind. I really love those kiddos of mine even if they are naughty at times. Their hearts melts me. But they will have to be strong and go on. They have to be. Jia you to my students and jia you for me. I will see them again next year. I will try to be stricter with them also.

Lurve ya

Missy Troll
I must find the me, the one whom I know I wanna be ;
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